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Yesterday, everything was good when i back fr hometown...i in good condition although my bus did broke down half way...how unluckily i m...twice in a week...huh....anyway, i manage to overcome that sad feeling....i seem very happy when he came fetch me...we were chit chat happily on the way back...
But, night mare came when i arrived my uni...i seem still cant get rid of it although i ald rest a few days in hometown..that heavy backpack of mine seem too be heavier than b4....nearly cant breath properly...
Its the last day for me to submit my thesis topic that had been rejected two weeks ago...i did wish my supervisor can give me some idea or correcting for my topic i pass to him to checkb4 i passed to the head supervisor...but seem my hope been crashed totally when he kept on don want to meet me...i felt like i accidentally dropped into a dark hole and broke my leg....i tried to find other supervisors but all of them seem not to be in...maybe in class...haih....i was really in desperation that time...
Finally, i gave up...i just passed up the topic....i am like died fish after that....cant give myself any strength to face these problems anymore...besides, my health condition not really good recently coz of the pressure that i have to cope with....i even have mouth ulser seem everywhere in my mouth....thats painful....feel like not dine anything....after all my classes, i drove back my hostel...
I cant help myself in thinking of all my problems and my tears started to drop...i cried....the easiest way to release my pressure from my body for that moments...i fell asleep then....
He came meeting me and woke me up from my sleep....after chatting...we decided to go for a movie,Rush hour3....that time...my moods turn good...after taking bath, we met again....unbelievable....we wore the same design clothes accidentally....ha ha...thats make me smile at him while watching him walking to me....he he...just glad we have the same thinking...we drove to jb for the movie...bcoz of him...i have some appetite to eat...we went for a vegetarian restaurant...he kept on trying to make me happy....he is nice...he just know how to treat me...and will always pop up when i need him....i having a great time with him after that and forgetting all my problems...thats great....let me breath back like wat i m b4, smile like wat a energetic happy gal did b4....ha ha...

everyday when we wake up, we do not know what our life can be later on, we do not know what things will come up either will desperate us up or bring happiness to us.....what we can do is only to go on our life, our daily routine, and expecting something good for us today...

my life always full of somethings that desperate me so much....Recently, i even got a bad new from my dearest frenz after i lost in my basketball game.Sadly said, my thesis topic has been rejected.I need to start all over again from the beginning to find my topic...bad lucks do always come when the time do not right...

As i said, happiness and sadness cant be separate.This is because, while you are sad, something good and warm will happen...i am happy that i have someone that can console me, chit chat with me, and even just a quiet accompany by my side. that what a true frenz can give and what a special frenz can do...thanks guyz for supporting me mentally....i am happy for that....but if i can eat banana boat(ice cream) sure i am more happier....hahaha......